I have less pain today. Also, because of company mid-year buyout and policy changes... and because I came back from the hospital at just the right time... I suddenly have 40 more hours of sick leave for if/when I have surgery.
Again, I say "if" because all the surgeons still say it's "too risky" in spite of the fact that it's also "too risky" not too.
My wife is amazing. I feel like such a burden to everyone right now. I also feel very alone. I guess I feel like I can't really talk about my thoughts and feelings with anyone.
This is as close as I get right now...
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